Encouragement is a wonderful thing, and people do not receive enough during difficult times. You need to be around people who are encouraging.
The devil has tried twice to attack me with cancer: once in 2006 and again in May of 2010. A routine doctor visit showed that the cancer returned, but to my bones. When the oncologist gave me the news, the Holy Spirit said, "You are going to be okay!" It was almost like a megaphone next to my ear. When the doctor gives you just ONE year to live, you REALLY have to stand on the Word, have total Faith and believe that Jesus has healed you. You must receive and accept His healing, and do NOT have any doubt. No matter what you feel or see or hear, you are healed.
I'm saying all of this to encourage you. You will ask yourself, "Why me Lord?" or "Why did this happen to me?" You immediately need to stand on the Word of God and have FAITH and believe you are healed! Healing is provided by our Lord Jesus Christ with the stripes He bore on His back for your diseases. He has already done the work—you have to receive it and accept it. Healing is always His Will for you... in THIS world!